Whelmed

I wouldn't say that I am overwhelmed by the process of re-evaluating my entire life, but it is definitely a "whelming" experience. Lately, I have spent a lot of time putting pencil to paper to try and set some realistic goals for myself. In this process I am tempted; a very real, very large part of my being wants to draw into myself and settle comfortably into my life, but there is also this little part of me that will not let me. This loud irritating itch that keeps reminding me that I need to do something. I need to be changed and make change. A part of myself that reminds me that I can not and will not be silent.